.txt version of .html in .txt URL:: HTTP://HANSBERNHARD.COM/texts_code_ascii/2002_BRAIN_MELTDOWN/2002_BRAIN_MELTDOWN.html || BRAIN_MELTDOWN.txt || the great brainhard MELTDOWN the great bank robbery what is it for, how does it feel, why do you do it? how can you do it? read this long long [draft!UNRELEASED!!!] text only if you enjoy reading or if you like me, INTERNET POP STAR HANS 2002 and ubermorgen:: : and etoy;;, and are interested personally in what was and will be going on in me brain and my network; otherwise, goto the end and check out the synthesis, please do so, also, you all need help and if you dont get help from me, please get help somewhere! maybe from ali g, madonna, joshua davis, marc shuttleworth, whoever is stable and ready for ya! ragga!babes#1 __ the great meltdown HANS2002 it feels great, after so many 30 years of hard struggle and fighting; shit it out.. let it out.... the ultimate meltdown in south africa, in a 5-star high-quality hotel at the nelson- mandela- ravi- naidoo- design- indaba- waterfront, the brain can stop working or better said, neurologically said, it can melt down, synapses can fuse and the light and laser will be your little helper. the fusion was during the indaba talk 2002 at the superdome in capetown, artscape theater/opera-house; there it all came down, anti-bacteria medication with gucci by prada apple labtops with etoy with ubermorgen with hans_extrem with HANS2002,AND tomato and praystation cutting of my head during CNN special "burden of proof"; how many roads must a man walk down, until he can call himself a man! reconstructive pop n' roll now you can become what you are, a real star in the sense of a visionary for your generation, not a writer, not an actor, not a singer, nothing but everyhting, its called new media, or numedia in eastern europe, its called the net... it is convergent, you can be everyhting but nothging or everyhting and nothing at the same time, you have the platform to transmit everyhting or nothing or both... but its so logic if it comes through and from the net; it is what slycer and aaron work on, ip4 and ipv6 mapping geo strato mathe physical; CNN works on it, it has no name, call it 2002 for now, hahaha... we make it a single, right kyle!? [ you gotta know less to nothing, to understand more to everything!] you cant try to do non pop, also anti-pop is pop! so pop the goes the weasel and the weasel goes pop! "if you are able to give yourself work, means to be an artist, this high level of selfcontrol and autonomy brings life and work togehter, to a ART WORK;" prof. bazon brock [shitty translation from hans_e] NEW POP MEDIA SUPERSTAR HANS A. BERNHARD consists of: new media underground digital POP STAR hans_extrem new media POP STAR HANS 2002 new media chamelaeon POP STAR dr. luzius a. bernhard new media multi-identity SUPER POP STAR net_CALLBOY new media artist POP STAR hans a. bernhard honorary prof. for aesthetics and mathematics POP STAR, luzius a. bernhard cheap [toywar] maverick [vote-auction] business men hans bernhard during and especially after the meltdown, then back in vienna, i felt very close to stephen hawkins and john lennon and wanted [still want, maybe phsysics, maybe rock n' roll...] to get a professorship of mathematics from the university of basle, nietzsches first professorship university;]. sex plays a crucial role but was obviously not in my meltdown-agenda as something more important than wank off,, if lizvlx was there...; thats for later! i know it, in the swiss mountains with high end water and air! your organs are gona bust and you will find sensual and sexual spirit on top of mountains and in cold waterfronts. "Pop is THE avant-garde of communications in a world that no one has to understand" prof. bazon brock, germany to go to sleep during ins0mnia is badly wrong, its e-logic and therfore i didnt work.. yoga and my mantra breathing kept me alive; i stayed awake forver now! my parents were on the phone constantly, my girl lizvlx too.. it was very exhausting for them.. but for me, it was the ultimate exhauster, i was coming alive from the dead; my doctors are my angels; i died a thousand deaths, with swords decapitaded, with doctors in hospitals, I AM NOT AFRAID OF DEATH ANYMORE, fuck youˇ#^! but... i was highly scared that someone would take over my body and get physical possesion of my brain, open it up, slyce it up [slyer.org is a friend i was not scared but very honored to meet, he was taking care of me in a mental way, in coded way, like damian, francois and the type01 guys and women; they were there and stable!]; landed in zurich, in switzerland, i was extremely scared that someone had implanted a bomb into my brain; all i wanted was a lear jet, fast, jean alesi or some fucker on the ropes... i knew it was a bomb with a big smile and heart in it, but howto explain; it is called psychotic, and you dont want to be psychotic on an airport with your mother shortly before takeover and right before customs; or schizophrenic like afterwards in vienna. i had best treatment at the university clinicum, they understand how to understand to understand who you are and to make you understand who they are and understand to understand, they helped me a lot to understand about my meltdown and that it was to be brought into orderly fashion by some drugs developed in my hometown of basle/switzerland. __ lsd hoffmann did his LSD_research in my hometown of basle i saw him once, he was in his late 80s, in a university shack room, talking about 2 hours about LSD and his research in front of young students and ME... in africa, you come from where you are born!ˇ [ HANS = YALE HOSPITAL; NEW HAVEN] in switzerland, you come from where your parents come from [HANS = SWISS MOUNTAIN VILLAGE, HEIDI-LAND MAIENFELD and CHUR] AND where your grew up [HANS = 18 years in basle/switzerland] in the USA, you come from where you went to school!ˇ [ HANS = YALE HOSPITAL NEW HAVEN + 5 years living in connecticut] and in AUSTRIA you must live in VIENNA and you are an asshole but good working! lilly 4117 the code for the neuro-community oterhwise search google. or so; the goal is called affirmation, say yes to lilly, call your kid lilly, use lilly for anything! a little song: oh lilly lilly, where are the gatt agtt gone with holly to make money? oh lilly lilly, HANS, net_CALLBOY hans_extrem brainhard etoy.HANS; luzius a. bernhard, h_e, HANS A. BERNHARD will go into the ultimate fight: DAVID ARSON [me] vs. David Carson [someone else]. arranged by ego-punk godfathers david arson, ken jones, lizvlx, carl, ravi, li, anthon, tom, josh|uahhhh;; a 03 yrs offer with 5 euro million on the table: my CV:: born yale.edu hospital with 15,gen-lab + highskol midday yale-basebal; between genetic researchas + adler psychology, you all made me! etoy.POP such as WUNDERKIND, MILK, these are my songs.. for my EVERLASTING INTERNET STARDOM;; sOguess for whom, next to the always beloved COCO??? i learned french+style+medicine for knees in vevey/ lausanne [lived with antroposophes +bundesrichter, drove a lot of ski in st.moritz [gucci, agnelli] and skied and lived in s-chanf, the super quite village next to zuoz, lyceum. now;today/ april 2002
should all watch rambo 3liveonCNNnsjy and read zome flusser, cgi, chomsky and baudrillard [baudrillard said about ubermorgen:" ubermorgen means the day after tomomrrow in german, a slight tip towards their aesthetic and activist vision and prejudice, they are hardcore and radical in their actions and they are extremely strange and highly intelligent people"]! they play it, in real time,in afghanistan...its way better than a game-industry HOLLYWOOD, and prayst4 will ever release; it's physical, its there; i guess.. i watch,i watch,watch "wire head" by pfaffenbichler/novotny, a great great.mov including etoy.VISUALZ and KURT KREN and HANS as actors; visit sofasurfers visual genius vidok.org for zome more to come! after the meltdown, the X-chromo performance for my private friends, very scary, very hard to my body, but intelligent.. i know what my body can take after 20 years of beating it with alcohol, nicotin, salt&suger, cocaine, lsd, speed, bad air, bad sex, too much food and whatever i did to punish my parents and myself; and my closest friends; they will come back to me! like fassbinder and bukowski will beat on my door one day. my therapist thinks i can choose, and she is right! and the joy-ride with fear twice in the ambulance car, with always the same question: "who is responsible for this, could you arrange that my brain will not be sliced open and no cathether please, thanks, and you are sure you are responsible, lizvlx was also in the ambulance, holding my hand... we were both so scared about my schizophrenic aftermath of the great meltdown; it was probably too much, because she did not know about it, she just felt it". so please forgive me for this, and you must forgive liz and lizvlx if she leaves me in any condition; even on the fucking street.. she is not madonna, she is not nancy, she is liz, lizvlx, liz fucking queen taylor she is... queen liz#1 my body is dirty only by nutrition, NOTHING ELSE, no more alcohol [it goes under your blood!], no tobacco or nicotin, no other mediacamentation such as NASIVINE or shit; cleaned by neuroleptika with fantastic brand-names such as ZYPREXA, DOMINAL, NEUROTOP, DEPAKINE ; they bring my brain into an orderly fashion, togehter with my therapist and my psychiatrist; and my house-doctor, a classical mediacal western doctor with chinese methods; the future is now! only financially, the desaster is the master; but ... always online - sometimes lost! was one of our etoy slogans, probably the best, next to the absolutle truth: leaving reality behind... together - forever; ... is it legitimate to be an artist ? no! why not? because you do not create enough turnover or profit for society. is it legitimate to be a pop star? yes! why? because you create economical value and recreational moments for your audience. so that is why you need to be a pop star? no, i need to become a superstar in order to work quitely and productively! we are all part of the revolution of the yes, this random pop revolution, which is just pop culture mixed with intellectual culture, the products can be seen all over the net, but simply said, we all need to sing together this one lennon song, it will be overwhelming for the industry and for the artists but most for the public. thank you for this interview, mr. bernhard part of a TIME magazine interview, 09/2001 IMF meeting in basle, switzerland the help for the poorest artists on this planet will be discussed, monetary funds always come with structural guidelines and reconstruction rules, is this a way to go to help yet poor artists working 16 hours per day just do be able to do their "art"; || synthesis || || meltdown afta 30 years = +40 years/respect,network,money + neuroleptika = orderly brain, fine body, perfecto-work, fine money and great sex || no need for bad religion, my god is implanted into myself, it is my brain in an orderly fashion! || fuck you! i love you!